HOW LONG IS ETERNITY
How long is forever, really? Is it a line with no ending or a question we keep asking because we’re afraid of the answer. They say eternity waits, but every clock i grew up to know eventually stops and that contradiction messes with my head. I look at the sky searching for meaning and all I find is silence stretched across the sky. Sometimes I think the rain isn’t just evapourated water in the sky, maybe it is grief, maybe it is the weight of everything we never say, falling back to earth because even God gets tired of holding it in. Life feels endless when you’re young, time moves slow, dreams are loud and you believe effort alone guarantees arrival. Then gbam age sneaks up on you, replacing certainty with reflection. The fear changes too, it is no longer about failing, it is about realizing you never truly tried. You wake up one day and it dawn on you that surviving and living are not the same thing. We miss who we were before caution became a reflex, before love required armor,...