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HALIMA

Hummm her name sounds soft like a prayer whispered at dawn. The kind of name that feels like it was crafted with care, like it carries meaning even before you learn her story. Halima is a beautiful girl, beautiful in the kind of way that isn’t loud or demanding but settles into your chest and stays there. The type of beauty that doesn’t shout for attention, it just exists quietly pulling you in until you realize she has taken a piece of your mind without trying. A Muslim girl with grace stitched into her steps, with warmth that feels like sunrise after a long night. She walks like someone who understands the weight of kindness and still chooses to give it freely. There is a certain aura around her, something almost sacred, like she is carrying peace in her pockets and letting it spill gently into the world and her smile, wallahi , that smile could calm a storm. It doesn’t just touch her lips, it reaches her eyes down to her voice. A smile that comes with its own gravity, pulling you cl...

PRESSURE MADE ME.

Life has a strange way of revealing what we value. What some people throw away becomes the very thing someone else builds their peace around. It is not about the object or the moment, it is about the eye that sees, the heart that recognizes worth where others see waste and that is the irony of it all. The same world that teaches us to desire everything also teaches us to overlook what is right in front of us. You start to realize people talk a lot about loyalty but few actually live it. Everyone wants to be called a real one but very few understand what it means to show up when it is inconvenient. There is this quiet truth you learn along the way, the ones who claim to love you may never show it until they feel you slipping away. Pressure exposes what words hide. Some people are fighting wars they don’t even understand, carrying tempers and egos like weapons, hurting others just to feel like they are in control but peace doesn’t live on another man’s road. You can’t walk in borrowed sh...

WHAT IS THE MEANING OF LIFE

 Life, to me is a fragile thing a soft rhythm that can stop at any moment. We live as if the world owes us time but the truth is none of us really own a single breath. We are all just passing through pretending we have forever when forever doesn’t belong to anyone. I’ve learned that life isn’t about being happy all the time. It is about learning how to sit with the pain, how to stand in the fire without losing your soul . We get so caught up in chasing things money, validation, love as if any of them will mean something when the light leaves our eyes but in the end, we all bow, we all fall silent, the strong, the weak, the kind and even the cruel, we all return to dust. Death doesn’t scare me anymore, it humbles me, it reminds me that none of this, the pride, the fear, the endless race really matters. It reminds me to live fully, to love even when it hurts, to speak my truth before silence takes the words from me, because one day the noise will fade and all that will remain, is th...

Never Fully Sober

 Sometimes I wake up and I don’t even know what version of me I’ll meet today. Some mornings I’m light, I crack jokes, scroll through my phone, smile at nonsense, pretend things are easy and other days, the silence in my head is loud enough to drown own thoughts. It is strange, you know being in the middle of everything and still feeling like you’re standing outside, watching your own life pass by. There is this tiredness that doesn’t go away, not even with sleep. Maybe it is the job, the routine, the endless circle of morning shifts, afternoon shifts, night shifts, maybe it is the constant need to show up even when your mind doesn’t. The pay comes in, you budget it, send something home, save a little, eat, transport, rent and then boom there is nothing left. It’s like working hard to stay in one place. You start wondering if this is what growing up really means survival dressed up as purpose. I think too much about life, i mean isn't that normal. i think about what I should have d...